ok, last post for tonight i hope.

i'm worried about letting you read this. I've been too open and too honest and it freaks me out. I'm afraid you'll think i'm crazy and you won't understand.

I'm not obsessed. I just get something in my head and have trouble letting it go.
Right now - I have you in my mind, and I really don't want to let you go.

I just want to be ridiculously happy with you. And i won't settle for less.