I don't know what to do.
My dad is dying.
And all he wants is for me to be happy.
And this all becomes apparent to me at the time that I'm the most unhappy i've been in my entire life.
He knows.
He said that I didn't need to tell him about it, but I need to do whatever I need to do for myself to fix it.
It's frustrating because I don't know what that is.
I'm not happy without Brian in my life.