truth is...
i don't believe you
i don't believe she makes you that happy
she wants you to change, be somebody else
when do you plan on taking her to one of your concerts?
i liked you better when you were yourself
and when what i said mattered

reality is...
you refuse to see me
is it because you don't think you can resist?
believe me, i can, so you don't need worry
and i have been real with you this entire time
not one single minute of
fake, sorority, snobby, bitchness
real tears, real anger, more than most have known

i am...
here
the same as i've always been
trying to stop waiting
for this to end, you to call, 5 o'clock, the bus
waiting
praying for release, an end, resolution
to this nightmare

you...
are not listening
are not being honest with how you feel
are not considering what's important
are stubborn
and wrong