Poem From Last Month - when i was still sappy

i see the real you
i know you on the inside
it doesn't make me love you any less

i long to hear the arrogance in your voice
to see the haircut that i hate
to smell the cologne i hate because she gave you
to taste me on you
to feel the hurt i cause you
and your facial hair

all the negative just combines
to magnetize me toward you
but now you've created
something i would change
delete
redo
undo
now that i want to change you
you're no good to me

the end