1. Some Christmas pictures got tagged tonight and they reminded me how out of control my weight has been. Others have told me they have had similar problems when taking anti-depressants. I stopped taking the medications. I have no appetite. So hopefully it'll be fine soon.
But it's still kind of awkward - Hi, Stranger, I gained 20lbs recently because I was taking anti-depressants. You should ignore the extra weight, and the fact that I'm sad, and like me anyway. Thanks!
2. I'm addicted to "How I Met Your Mother". I think i should stop - it hasn't been helpful to my overall mood. But i really like it anyway. It's just another way that I give myself false hope.
3. I've been feeling really shitty the last few days. I'm really hoping that it will be at least tolerable my next week. On Monday, I didn't really get out of bed. Since then I've had no choice - if I did, I'd probably still be in bed. At least work is distracting.
I've got a lot more to say, I'm just not motivated to write it right now. Maybe tomorrow.
It isn't over until I say it's over.
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