i'm frustrated at myself, i just can't contain my emotions

i've never really been able to that well

when i have a problem, i just get stuck on a single note, one track

i have to fix it before I can concentrate on anything else

and it's really affecting my ability to study for the bar

i'm frustrated that I had a 4 hour chunk of time yesterday to study for the bar exam, with no real distractions and I managed to not even study one tiny little bit.

Instead I freaked, walked out of the airport, seriously considered ditching my flight all together

I just think that if Brian and i could really talk, this could all be worked out

Or i guess I could have found Michelle sleeping and strangled her - because I'm clearly the type of person who strangles people.

My logic finally go the best of me. I went back in the airport. Went back through security. Cried in the bathroom for a while. And then it was pretty much time to get on my plane.

Yes, that is how I killed 4 hours in the Denver airport.