okay, so i had an infinite amount of chances to fix this
i didn't deserve even one
this isn't about what I deserve
it's about what you deserve
and you deserve to have this pain be gone
you deserve to be the bigger person
the person that turns his cheek over and over
and never stops letting himself be walked upon
you used to be that person
i took advantage
it was wrong
but the way you handled it
was perfection
pray without ceasing as I am doing
and tell me that you're making the right decision

if you're still sure you're right
maybe we're really not praying to the same God