I wish you knew how much this hurts me.

I just want to be in my fairy tale world. In my world where we're like kesha and drunk off nothing but each other til the sunrise. Even if it's just for one day. But i'm a silly girl obsessed with silly love songs.

I'm trying to learn how to be less selfish. I really do want you to be happy. Happier than I can even imagine possible. I really hope you're getting there. I'm trying as hard as I can to convince myself you can get there without me.

Everyone is different. Everyone is unique. There are things about me that can't be found anywhere else. There are things about you that I can't find anywhere else - and that terrifies me. I don't even want to look. It's not worth it to feel this way.

It's just not worth it.