Apparently I've been going about this all wrong.
Shows that I'm just being real, not trying to play this game.
It seems as though every single thing i have done and felt is the exact wrong thing to do if you want someone to like you. Go figure.

The pamphlet says I should not admit that i'm upset. Hide my feelings. Act cool and fun.

That's bullshit. I don't feel that way, why would i want to act that way just to get someone to like me.

Life is bullshit.