Be vulnerable.
- I feel like just writing on this blog is me being vulnerable. I don't like to talk about my feelings much. I feel awkward. I'm not sure I really know what it feels like to be in love - I know I've never felt the way I do right now before. But that doesn't really mean anything.
- I feel like crying is me being vulnerable. I'm really embarrassed to cry in front of people. I don't like for people to know how bad they hurt me. It just provides ammunition to hurt me again in the future.
- I feel vulnerable everytime I say "I really miss you" or even just send a message asking what is up.
- I'm willing to be more vulnerable with you - but really I don't know how. It seems like it's all hanging out there. I feel emotionally naked. And i'm much more willing to be physically naked.

Be real.
- I don't know how much more real I can be. The way I feel is enough for me. I'm looking for someone just like you. I need to stop hoping that you'll realize you want someone just like me.
- It was suggested that I haven't really laid it all out there enough. But i have no idea what more I could do. Regardless of what it seems, I listen. I am willing to change. I'm also willing to move to a black hole where no one else matters.