I hear what he's saying, but truthfully I don't understand.

Did he used to like me? He thought it was enough at some point, or that's what he said. Was he lying? Did he not mean it?

I guess sometimes I just think that he forced me love him. He forced me to want to be with him. It doesn't seem fair that when it finally happens, he's over it.

I feel wasted. Like it you ordered a sub at subway and they were really slow at making it and by the time they finished you decided you didn't want it anymore. So it just gets thrown in the trash.

I feel like trash. Like i'm not really worth anything.

I don't understand why i was led to believe that I could be enough, when that's not how it is. I just don't get it.