Thursday, June 2, 2011

It's easy for me to say what I want right here.
I want you to stop liking her.
I want you to like me more.
I want there to be an ultimatum and I want to be the winner.
I want to be the reason you wake up in the morning.
I want you to think about me as much as I think about you.
I want to talk to you every single day.
Some days, I want to talk to you more than once.
Like when "i'll call you later" literally meant later that day.
I want you to come visit.
I want to come visit you.
I want to be allowed to touch you.

I want you to not be able to live without me.

I'm trying to settle for less, but ultimately it doesn't seem like it's working. How can you be happy knowing what you really want is just out of your reach?

How can you be happy knowing someone else has exactly what you want?

How can you be happy if you just can't bring yourself to believe that he just isn't right for you?

How can you be happy if you just can't bring yourself to believe that he is actually happy with someone else?

How do you make yourself get out of bed in the morning when you feel like you have nothing to live for?

What do you do when you feel like your just laying still and your body is going through the motions of life?

What happens when you still feel this way months later? And you don't think you're ever going to feel okay?

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