I'm so upset at you right now.
I really want to text you - Stacey convinced me that it wouldn't be a good idea.
I don't know if she's right, but I listened to her.

All I wanted to say was that i missed you. I miss you everyday. It doesn't change anything. I still feel the same way I did before, we still can't be friends. But i really miss you.

I hope you don't feel like this is on me. I don't want this. I can't stand it. It's the worst feeling ever. But nothing has changed. I can't do anything differently, that's on you. And i wish you would do something differently soon.

I still love you.
for now.

- Rache