Sunday, September 18, 2011

thinking day

Are you all there? How is it that you can feel complete, with no parts missing?
I’m not sure if I’m ever going to be able to really forgive myself for letting you feel this way in the past. For just standing there and watching and telling myself it was okay. I wish I would have known – I could have known, it was willful ignorance at best. I should have known. I should have fixed it. I wish you could have told me in a way that made me understand. I don’t know if that is possible. I didn’t really know this feeling existed. I wish I still didn’t.

I have to forgive myself before I can think about forgiving you.

I’m a circle incomplete
I’m a heart that barely beats
All the memories stay forever like tattoos
I’m a star with a sky
I’m hello with no goodbye
All the dreams we had that never will come true
That’s me with no you

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