travel.........

We finally booked a block of hearings in Colorado. And it's on a Thursday. At first I was excited. I've been waiting for this for months. But now that i started thinking about it, I'm freaking out.

I'm a fan of big gestures.
Maybe the biggest gesture is doing nothing. It certainly is one of the hardest. Going, staying the weekend, whatever, in silence. Of course this only really is a big gesture if he knows about it. I'm not sure how that's supposed to happen.

There's also alternatives.
Small things - like an i'm going to be in town this weekend text, or email
Big things - like showing up on the doorstep, or at church, or anywhere

All of them have their pros and cons. I'm just trying to figure out what has more pros than cons. Maybe they're all equally con.

I refuse to believe that. I'm working on a short story for a contest right now. It's going really well. It's fiction based on fact. This event would fit well in my story - regardless of the option I pick. Stuck between a rock and a rock - how fitting.