I am not strong enough to love you and walk with you on my own. I can't do it and I need you - deeply and desperately. I believe you are worth it - that you are better than anything else I could have in this life or the next. I want you. And when I don't, I want to want you. Be all in me. Take all of me. Have your way with me. Everyday again. With you, for you, through you I will get over this. I'm giving more of myself than I have to give. There is nothing I can do to prove myself to you except ask for your grace and mercy. May it abide in me. Amen