Question of the Day: What am i giving to this relationship? 1. My silence. Right now it's hard - it seems like the most I can give is my silence. Which is what I'm doing. it's a lot for me. It's hard, maybe i just think it's not enough b/c i don't want to do it. 2. Honesty. My truth isn't popular. It's cost me what feels like everything. But i know i would have never been okay with it if I hadn't said something. What if is worse than knowing the answer. Even though it doesn't feel like it right now. 3. A Chance. I'm not changing my mind. I'm not unsure. I will see this through. It feels like just yesterday when I couldn't imagine this ever happening. That I was too stupid and scared to fix things, to make them right. And then it all fell apart. I'm committed to giving this a real shot. I think that things can be repaired and fixed and could be perfect. I will not be the one to give up on us. I will sacrifice my pride and follow through with this commitment. i guess i'm also just trying to follow god's path for my life and see where it leads me. there isn't much more i can do.