I haven't been blogging just in case you read this even though you said you weren't going to. I'm trying my best to do everything you need so that I'm not making things suck. I've been happier. I've convinced myself that whatever is right will happen - it just may not happen the way or the timing that I want it to.

I still think brian and michelle is not right. I might be correct. but i have to wait and see. There's not much to say other than that.