I'm so mad right now. On soomw level I hope that I don't hear anything from brian again tomorrow. Then I just feel even more justified in being upset. Why did he have to lie to me? It's not like he couldn't send me a quick text. He just didn't. He didn't think about me at all and it hurts. I'm being positive and holding out hope. I don't know. How long i can do it. I'm praying for patience.