I’m pathetic. I can’t stand being around myself right now. Seriously, I’ve NEVER been this kind of person. I’ve NEVER let myself be this kind of person. This is what happens when you let yourself get too comfortable – then you tell them everything. And you can never go back from that. Everything is ruined.

Something is seriously wrong with me if I can let my head get this involved with someone who obviously doesn’t even like me. Okay, so maybe that’s an exaggeration, but it doesn’t matter, not liking me enough is the same as not liking me at all.
I can’t deal with this right now. I have too much work to do.

I'm never doing this again.