did i ever mention how much i love 'how i met your mother'?  I think I love it more everything I watch it.  I have a favorite episode right now, it's this one:

http://movies.netflix.com/WiPlayer?movieid=70218550&trkid=3325854&t=How+I+Met+Your+Mother%3A+Ssn+4%3A+Happily...

Season 4, Episode 6 - Happily Ever After.
It sets a good goal for me.  The only problem is that you have to have a reason to let something go.  I'm looking for that reason.  I still haven't quite found it.
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I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I have nothing.  If i give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing.  1 Cor. 13:2-3.  According to God, we are here to love.  Not much else really matters.  


What is love?  


Rachael is patient
Rachael is kind
Rachael does not envy or boast
Rachael is not arrogant or rude
Rachael does not insist on her own way
Rachael is not irritable or resentful
Rachael rejoices with the truth
Rachael bears all things
Rachael believes all things
Rachael hopes all things

This is the standard I must hold myself to every day.  It's always a work in progress.  But i know that if I compare myself today with myself a year ago, things are better.  That doesn't mean I still don't have a lot of work to do.  Some of it is repairing problems from the past.  Which is really what I'm working on right now. I pray that God will help me to find the right words to say.