I've been keeping a lot of dumb crap in my real journal.
I should either become a recluse and write weird poems that no one appreciates or write some young adult crazy bullshit stuff and become rich and famous.


Here's an excerpt.

you are the one
you always have been
the truth is
i feel like i've had to stop
myself from doing this from
the second i first saw you

the first time i held you hand
i felt like i'd held it a million times before
likes somehow it's always been here

life is messy, it just is
that's why i need you
to balance things out
you do that for me everyday

loving you and being loved by you makes everything better

I love you with everything I am and everything I hope to be.

btw didn't write this